My soul purpose is learning to walk in the light and to pull back the veil from humanity’s sight, so others could awake and join the transition...this is my journey and love is my mission...
In a moment that defied logic and time I felt you turning around, you caught my eye...my world burst with colors coming alive, magic exploded through the air...no words were spoken, as we tempted fate, inhaling the universe’s dare...reaching deep within, we made an instant connection coming together with moon drenched passion, sweet caressing kisses on the lips, falling through the ultimate bliss...drinking of your love you quench my thirst...each gentle touch feels like the first...sound dissipates, time is too late...as we melt into the dark of night, bodies and emotions entwined, igniting flames inside...
River of thoughts running through my mind...as I sit idle under the moon, gentle movement of currents rock me softly, silence washes away inner storms of chaos and confusion...I feel your love wrap around me as the currents of life take me closer to the oceans edge, drifting as the night changes the hues of dark into a spark within reach across distance drawing me in to feel the heat of passion...you send my way in your dreams, upon silent echoes the wind carries your thoughts over stones washed soft, tumbling over river sand, turning smooth as glass...knowing love as our will last, flowing on the rivers currents of time and space...
I wonder sometimes, if we think alike…why are we then at different places?...I wonder sometimes, if our lives are touched by each other…then why are we waiting at invisible borders?...I think sometimes, if our feelings are so real…then why are we chasing love?...I wonder sometimes, if we crossed each other’s path…why cannot we walk together in life?...
A time comes in your life when you finally get it...when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH!...enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on...and, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes...this is your awakening...
I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me...music, country roads, and future dreams...I miss you and me...I remember how wonderful it felt the first time you held me in your arms and how after all those years you still made my heart melt...I miss the old you and the old me...the old us that could just sit and talk for hours and never run out of things to say...I remember when time simply stood still, when in each other's arms was the only place we wanted to be forever...I miss us as I remember how it used to be...when nothing else matter but you and me...
I remember those morning walks hand in hand through the woods...the sound of crunching dry leaves under our feet felt so good...listening to those chirping birds and loved when you tried to imitate them with a whistle...and your love for me made you so thoughtful…remember we stopped in a glade and lay down on the green grass and watched the blue sky through the trees branches...then all around us become a magic place and the time stopped...a moment in eternity...all these memories are the future of you and me...
Learn to listen more and communicate what you think and feel...most importantly, don't blame or criticize...learn to communicate in a way that doesn't put the other person on the defensive...nobody wants to feel like you beat them up or down all of the time...also, one of the biggest things you can communicate is when you're wrong...a heartfelt apology goes a long way...not only do you soothe over a situation, but you allow the other person to see you are vulnerable, an imperfect person with flaws, just like them...
Scared and wounded I caressed her with all my love Trying to make her beat again Covered her with tenderness I anointed old wounds Keeping her in warmth To make her smiling again Now she's healed,happy again And like a child that grows She want to leave from my soul If she goes, my soul Will be wounded A great hole will remain An unfulfilled desire
I never hoped that I shall feel like this...I buried my love deep down in my soul and now come out slowly like a flower that blooms in spring...her scent dizzy my senses, make me feel weird...I'm afraid...don't want to be hurt again...must squeeze this flower from my soul...
You have not yet discovered that you have a lot to give, and that the more you give the more riches you will find in yourself...I'm feeling that each time I write a story I gave away one of my dreams and felt poorer for it... but then I'm thinking that this dream is planted in others and others begin to live it too, it is shared...it is the beginning of friendship and love...
Our love of each other is like two long shadows kissing without hope of reality...there is no place and no time for us...a long,long time ago our souls were together,wandering in our world,hand in hand,laughing,warmly smiling one to each other...the space was our house...but now you don't see me...I can't reach you...two shadows in this cruel life...
When I was young, I read a lot of romance novels (then I had no laptop) and because of this I believe that love is always beautiful, accomplished, like all endings are happy ... but I went in the midst of life and started to realize that it's not as I thought. Suffering, pain, disappointment ... I went through all ... life is not easy! Over time I learned that you have to be tolerant, to make concessions, to give in when needed, do not have stupid pride ... and, above all, I learned that even though I was a pure and confident soul,people disappointed me. Life hits me with a devastating power ... years have passed with short joys and tears and pain. It is said that over time you become wiser. Yes! It's true! I understand now that we can not change people, we must take as they are, in better or worse, that love is not always shared, we can love a younger or older man, the timing is not always good,and your soul mate can be far,far away and you will not reach it in this life. And yet ... somewhere, sometime ...
